went out last night to a super awesome area.  its near quincy market.  it was really lively and awesome. i talked to a girl and she gave me the immediate cold shoulder.  but its a start.  also i relearned that there is a perfect drunk level for me, where i'll talk to anyone no problem.  i need to get to that level THEN find a girl to talk to.  in such a state of mind, i found out that my new friend james doesn't by default have game because he's from canada.  good to know

also, the reason for this post.  i'm going to stop being a scaredy cat and just go out into the world.  its happening.  here i go.